so what has happened.

I made a bird costume. It came out well.
I don’t take care of all my family well when I am involved in projects. It shows.
I can’t write about the worst of it.
It may be pointless to go to Italy. What is there for me to learn, other than something else I have more than a little talent for, but I won’t ever be able to use.
I don’t know what I want except my animal family (which includes necessary other). It is the only thing that really counts.
Everything else - pppfffft.
what profiteth a woman to gain the whole world but to lose her family?