The mood is pretty hard to keep “up”. I have a lot of trouble just going forward. Working all the extra hours and the fatigue it engenders does not help. Grieving for New Orleans victims & survivors and the memories of 9/11 it touches does not help. Trying to pull myself outside of the wrapper of shame from the little Ghost Girl of my childhood doesn’t help.
Last year I came back from Missoula empowered, energized.
This year I came back so in touch with those old wounds, I was in mourning.
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