There is an old Asian proverb - “Three steps forward, one step back”. It refers to the tiger when it hunts, it will creaep forward three steps, and then take one step back to solidify its center - just before it springs to pounce on its prey. It is often referenced as the metaphor for the necessary time taken between periods of intense activity - to reflect, rest, rejuvenate - before springing off again to next phase of project or journey.
I keep trying to put to rest the nagging insecurity I feel in relationship to the ease at which I slid back into the rhythm of the Pulse. In many aspects, it was as if I had only stepped out for a moment. I worry that I am not working hard enough - where will the rigor be if it all is coming so fluidly. I have asked myself what is different. Some of the answers I get are that I need to concentrate on what I need to be giving - putting on the table - not just digesting what I take away. I want to challenge myself to connect with others - and not just those I am comfortable with. This is not easy for me - I so like to scurry around in my own little crazy world.
What is my purpose here this time ’round?
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